what it was. The significance of this fact was not that it gave me a great deal of knowledge but that it humbled my mental censors. I began to realize not only that my errors had been total but that they had not been errors at all, merely lies. Years earlier, when I had deserted the faith of my youth, I thought I had done so for good reasons. Yet search my memory as I might, I could not remember any. Had I forgotten them? On the contrary, as the days went by, I was unforgetting more and more of my